Sad Anniversary

Oh look its already almost one year. Already? It isnt just a year. Its a totally terrible year, or should I say ' Only one year passed by? ' . Its the slowest pain to feel waiting for another 2 years. One year is enough to keep me emotional all year long. I cant tell anyone, there's just no one I can confess it about. This one year there's totally no happiness. I'm getting sick feeling this pain but I dont seem to have any choice either. Its like a broken records playing over and over again it just spoils the music. The future once seem so bright, even angels got thier wicked schemes to just spoil everything. Im wondering if any of random passer by actually read my blogs. They're question I really want to ask. How is the feeling of being hurt? How is the feeling of being lied. So many things I'm restricted from telling her. I can no longer be honest how i feel. My exams....i screwed totally, conclusion you could make was I spent too much sleeping. No one knew the reason behind it. What really distracted me. June 27th 2014,I couldnt think any furthur what else I'm gonna flunk or fail. I've even my utmost faith but nothing ever works. Its been a messy and terrible one year is all i could say. No worries boy, its just the beginning there's another 2 years ahead to fret and be unhappy about. Happy Anniversary in advance Taylors, you've won.