Look how far we've come

3rd week already. How much faster can time pass. It was just like yesterday she returned home. I wished time would stop. So im used if this feeling back again. Sitting alone in the garden watching people passingby. Just like th e feeling in McD 1 year 24 days back. I've really decided to give up and you do what you want. Im just too tired to face it over and over again when you asked to join activities over and over again. Its not a lullaby i would like to hear at all. You thk its easy to just say it aloud. But you didnt know its even easier for me to fake a smile because i've been doing it all along. I now decided to close my eyes instead