Not how it used to be anymore
The urge for me to blog has returned. I feel i really need a place to rant/express how or what I feel. You often ask me if you changed, and I said 'no'. There, again I'm telling lies. To be honest you're really no longer the person I once met. Your smile changed. Your hair colour is now fake. You're not the you I used to see and fell in love with. You're just trying to be someone you're not. I cant blame you. Its still my fault. People in taylors are dressing up like these. Its like a trend you HAVE to follow be a taylor students right? Yeah .... I know, and Oh wait, CNY is coming. Time to shop for clothes. Yeah, we all should but buying 2 shirts isnt enough? Ever thought of how I actually feel that the person I like most is a shopaholic. Yes, you see and dont buy. Craving for things will one day leads you to another person who can afford all of these. Yet I know....I cant blame you again. People in Taylors are all rich. You too gotta show them you belong with them right? Yeah I should understand...its still my fault. You know, I always had a dream. A dream where I think and imagine how life would turned out to be if it wasnt taylors between us. Ahhh, peace everywhere I see and feel. Its like being in paradise you know? But have you ever felt that feeling when you open your eyes, everything crashes and you're now back to reality. A person without dreams is really like a dead person..just like I am now. People often tell, money is not the problem in love. You know what? I used to believe it...but now everything seems like a fairytale of the past. Its no longer the generation of being eternally happy together. Its about following the latest trend and being eternally updated. Materials and logo's are being the top notch stuffs in life. I once imagine, if another person who loves me like you do and willing to get me my dream car regardless of the price, I'd still decline her love just to be with you.... Even if I dont get an everlasting love, I still choose to do it. At least its something that I believe in.
