All the reasons

I remember what you first said "I'll be there only to studies". Maybe its true...people do change. Everything you do and words you said...just left me with nothing. I always ask myself, whom do you treasure more. If its me, why you cant do it for me the things which I dislike you doing. I'm starting to think who am I to you. I question every corner of my mind, is your activity and gym more important you rather abandon my feelings? Even worst, leaving me? Does being the eldest and the responsible you hold makes you the need to know more people? Even better excuses of ' The more people you meet , the more you love me' so that you can get the chance to meet more people? Its just never will be the same. My only option is to just stay with you, be sad and see you meet more people cause... I cant let you go. Its heart-breaking to know you'd rather leave me to know some other people....that's all that I can say. I'm totally broken to pieces today. People always say you cant live without the person you love. Thanks for closing that mindset that I've been holding on for so long. Everything I've known and believed in the word 'love' is vanishing slowly.